' If you could see me now - Cecelia Ahern'
from one of the books that make me cry..
the other being.. ' P.S. I love you' by her too..
the two reasons why i have no mood to slp now...

Heartbreak..
when you drop a glass or a plate to the ground,
it makes a crashing sound.
when a window shatters,
when a table leg breaks,
or when a picture falls off the wall,
it makes a noise.

but when your heart breaks,
it's completely silent.

you would think,
as it's so important,
that it would make the loudest noise in the world.

but it's silent.
you almost wish there is a noise to distract you from the pain

if there is a noise, it's internal.
it screams and no one can hear it but you.
it screams so loud, your ears ring and your head aches,
it thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea,
it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken.

that's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like..
a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast,
roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.

but..
that's the thing about love.
no one is untouchable.

it's as wild as that,
as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water,
but when it actually breaks,
it's silent.
you're just screaming on the inside,
and no one can hear it.

♥you made me superhuman at Monday, April 13, 200901:13